HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST ELWA!
sorry that i posted this post a day AFTER your birthday.
i love this nyonya! hahaha;D she's th only person that can cheer me up. hahah;D she cute right? i know(: ewwa, diam :P
hahahah;D she's th person that i can trust and share my problems with. She is one in a million and she is just simply perfect(:













anw,

HELLO:D
yes, i've deleted my tagboard and soon enough i'll be moving.
ahhaha;D maybe. that is if i still wanna blog.
and i know my blog berserak(: let it be.
anw, on th 27th before elwa's birthday was my 2 months with him. and on elwa's birthday was ______ one year but what a waste they broke up.*sigghhh* i'm so bored and yesterday e-learning sucks. what's th motive of having it anw? currently chatting with yana, not much people online sia. bored and, I MISS ELWA! on th 15 and 21 i'll be seeing her and yana to do maths project.(vivian gi mampos) fuck maths teacher lah.. maths also got project. never heard of it sia. will be doing th project at tampines regional library, i know tak perlu.. but, i'm bored, what do you expect? today at 6pm got PTC(parents teacher conference) confirm they will say that i dropped alot. my maths from 70 to 37. alot right? thn class position from top 5 jadi top 10. i've not been focusing in class lately.
too much distraction, what to do.. and yah, i'm getting a 6mths old rabbit(: weee~
and, i love th song Sneakernight(:
kay lah,i got nth much to say, byebye;
p.s; i miss elwa(:










weeeeeeeeee~~~~~~~~~
i'm getting a rabbit tomorroww!!! heeeeeee~
:B rabbit.

and,


HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHAF.DOPE!

Not gonna post until i have something to share with you readers.Thanks(:
HELLLLLLLLLOOOOOOO earthlings(:
hahah;D bored uhs. now, chatting with elwa and alep.
today was okay uh, don't want to elaborate. malas.
anw, abang showed me a banana with a maggot. yuckie!
& yah, he didn't come.. *sigh* nevermind lahh..
now, i'm lazy.
byebye;
p.s; i love _____ (:


hahhahahah;D hello.
i told you i was gonna post another post again (:
tht domokun up thr, i love it. thanks Mahirah(:
and, i know that you lied bitch. no needa hide. ;P
and thanks people for th wishes(:
and th weird thing is, there is this unknown guy wished me happy bday.
I DON'T EVEN KNOW HIM sia... weird.
tomorrow, i cooking briyani with ELWA!!! weeeeee~~~~~
last homec lesson ):
ilove homec. okay... i got nth to post. hahhaha;D
okay bye.
byebye;
p.s; i love _____ (:

IT'S TODAYY!!!!!!
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~~~
hello, I'm currently using sch lappie in homec class. hahha;D and, with elwa beside me(:
homec class was, GREAT! elwa uh.. she go tell ms fadilah tht today was my bday. thn th whole homec class, sang a happy birthday song for me. happy plus paiseh siaaaa!!! urgh.. hahah;D
thn during recess mummy&daddy wished me happy bday.

parents said: "To my dearest daughter, Darwina Farhazelin. Mummy&Daddy wsihing you a happy 13th birthday and the best in your studies. We love you very much. From mummy & daddy.

Arghh!! sooo sweet sia them, remembered my birthday. thn pagi pagi abang wth sia.. nak wish happy birthday to me pon nak malu malu.. wth siaaa!! adek sendiri siol.
hahaha;D okaay lah.. when i get home from sch, i'll post another post kay if i'm not lazy.
byebye;
1 MORE DAY!!!!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahah;D hello!
today, didn't went well. thanks, elwa, yana, fauzi, faroak and alep(:
i bet tomorrow will be great. but sad thing, i gotta go home EARLY!
got check-up! haahhah;D today, lepak with elwa,yana, fauzi, hilmi and moreeee.
after that, went to kedai apek to go buy ice cream. and i can see tht elwa loves ice cream very much, today, she at 3 sticks. elwa... elwa... thn go watch floorball girls lawan floorball guys for like 5 to 10 mins. thn off to northpark to lepak with danish and hilmi. elwa, yana, hilmi and danish played catching while i just sat at th swing. thn they dah penat, go kedai apek (again -.-) nak beli air, talk talk talk with alep, qimmy , elwa, yana and danish. thn at 630 pm, waited for bus till 7pm. stupid seh th bus driver! drive so slow. thn dah reach home, shower thn makcik and pakcik come with abang hairul(abg sedare) and his tunang to discuss about their marriage. thn i kalang kabot(i know my malay sucks.) wear my shirt thn didn't realized th picture(a DUCK) was at th back. thn whn i go out, my brother look at my shirt and said, HAHAHAHAHAHAH! ina pakai baju tombalek!!!! thn all my relatives laugh sia.. thn i said, ahhh!! and covered my face. thn i go inside quickly change thn my abang sedare said, eh, wears th itik behind? gone?? aikk?? thn i say, diam uh, concentrate on th planning lah! thn everyone LAUGHED again. malu nye nak jadi kendarat. urghh.. it was embarrassing i tell you. urghhhhh....... okay lah, tht's all.
byebye;
p.s; i love you _____ (:

2 MORE DAYS!
hello(:
woke up very early today at 8am, idk why.
wash up, on th comp. thn suddenly i realized something, i had mosquito bites!
and there were 5 of them, itchy sia. told daddy about th bites, he said, put medicine.
after putting it played a lame shit game named, satisfaction but it didn't satisfy me, pfft,lame.
thn check friendster and tagboard, friendster, got one message. thn tagboard, got one tag. it's from arasha(: i want to go out today!!! but with who? where to? i haven't yet asked elwa and yana. now, i'm currently chatting with ELWAAA! heeee~ i hate holidays! they're driving me nuts! mendak sia! and yah, shamir sent me a VERY STUPID message at 12.52 AM! he's weird sia. but sometimes when i'm bored, he's th one who entertain me. heee~ i'm boreeeddddd!!!!!! how i wish shamir would online thn he'll start his crappy things, don't think th other way round.
okay lah, i'm bored and got nothing to say,
byebye;


3 MORE DAYS!
hahahah;D hello,
today went to tampines mart with mummy&daddy, abang didn't follow cause he's going out to tampines with his friends. went for breakfast at Kopitiam yang kat dalam thn go shop n save. lepas tu, went to th wet market.. kinda fun uh cause can see all th weird weird veggies. haahhaha;D thn after that, went to watsons, daddy wanted to buy his dental floss and mummy wanted to buy her shampoo. headed to carpark, thn otw, mummy stop at this shop nak beli minyak incase of body aches or smth.. thn i saw this cute looking perfume, i asked mummy whether i can have one, she said, okay. i headed to th perfume and grab each and every fragrance and smell them. after i chose one, mummy went to pay for it. thn headed to th car and off to home. reached home, put all th stuffs down ate oreo and watched chalk zone. thn sms-ed ewwa. she said she misses me. thn i online-ed uh. thn now i'm blogging(: i can't wait for sch. mendak seh kat rumah, got nothing to do except watch tv, computer and study. okay lah, that's all. byebye;

4 MORE DAYS!
hahaha;D hello,
i'm so happyhappyhappy!
so far, i've got 2 presents in advance. th rest, give it to me on 20.
abang gave me a baby tazmanian phone pouch, white colour(: thanks abang, ily(:
elwa gave me a split tee, got lightning pattern(: thanks elwa, love it(:
i'm getting a new rabbit for my bday from mummy&daddy(: weeee~
"pee here" hahahah;D private joke(: can't wait. and i didn't knew that a rabbit's jamban was sooo expensive, it costs, $ 40.75 ! expensive sia.. but nevermind, i'll save up money.. today going out later with family, idk go where. if i would'nt be going out, i'll be at zul's kakak sedare nye wedding. nevermind lah. nothing much to say, byebye;

5 MORE DAYS!
till my birthday! weeeeeee~
okay, hello(:
today, i'm going out with friends,
ewwa wants to buy my birthday present & play
UNCLE RINGO! hahaahhaha;D
ewwa told me to play th big ball thingy.. but i don't want.
like paiseh liddat'. sorry.
okay, now i'm bored.
th time now is, 9.16 am. by 9.30am nak kena offline.
so... i'm trying my best to tell everything.
and yah, yesterday went to th library. kena HALAU sia..
wtf lah them.. make so little noise nak kena pergi.. pui uh!.
anw, th break up thing didn't went well. it's so hard! gosh, he must really "love" me so much till he doesn't wanna let go of me. *sigh*
i'm starting to love single life. okay, that's ll for now.
byebye;


Whoa! a stranger said sorry.
I'm not being bad uh but asal tibe tibe?
i was at home eating waffle while watching ben 10 suddenly my phone vibrate.
thn i like, eh? sape seh? i deleted his(danish) number what.. th message says,

Danish: Darwina, aku minta maaf yg sebab yg buat salah pat kau. aku mintak maaf eh?

like i told you i deleted his number, how am i suppose to know its him right?

Darwina: Ni sape?

Danish: Ni stranger.

Darwina: oh.. it's okay. i just want you to do it face to face . i don't expect you to kneel down . like what ilyana told me.

Danish: Alah. tak payah gitu. nti aku kol kau lepas tu aku nak kene ckp aper yg patut aku ckp kay. kalau kiter nak be friends tak pe. janji kau dgn aku minta maaf sudah.

Darwina: Pape lah.

Danish: okay. tapi kiter tak akan rapat rapat lagi kan?

Darwina: kalau kau nak rapat, pape je.

Danish: Aku pun pape. hahahaha.

thts all.

Add ons:
One big question mark, WHY SUDDENLY? seriously, i thought you told ilyana that you wanted to forget me, i was already like , oh okay. try your hardest to forget me, kalau maseh tak leh, amek otak, mash mash. teros memory hilang. puas hati kau. but now, i'm taking back my words since he apologised. but why? you regretted?? i just wanna know why. it's weird.

byebye;

Hello,
i kinda had a fight, so called.
who else? with danish uh.
elwa called him, thn they talk talk talk, ilyana pulak nak ckp ckp ckp..
thn yana said, eh, danish, darwina nak bbl nan kau. thn he say, alamak.....
i grabbed th phone and started to tell him how i feel thn stakat i used th word 'sia' he marah marah.
thn he hung up. beh tak puas hati nan die, message uh.

Darwina:kalau kau tanak ckp sorry sincerely, aku tak kesah. i won't force you. i'm not a forcee. Aku marah kau sebab kau tak inform aku .. okay, skarang, kau tanak ckp sorry kan? tkpe. now, i don't know you as danish anymore. skarang, we are just plain strangers. goodbye.

Danish:Gasak kau lah darwina.. Tapi aku tau aku maaf kan kau. Aku pon sowie. Kalau kat nak kiter jadi strangers, fine to me! Buhbye strangers.

(i wrote exectly what i said and what he said here.)

Add ons:
Danish, you think i care so much to loose you? please lah. i have mush more beautiful friends besides you. and yah, reflect back, when you were dying of thirst, who blanja you? me. and not just one can, but many. when you were bored who was there to entertain you? me. eventhough you talk crap. when you made lame jokes, who was there to laugh at it? me. and when you were lazy to tie you shoelaces, who was there to tie them up for you? me. when your $2 was with siddiq, who replaced it? me. and when you hate that person, who was being protective enough to help you? me. i guess all th stuffs that i did for you, was just a waste. It's not that i want you to repay me by being good and stuffs. i don't need your "kindness". And i didn't expect that your behaviour was like this. It's terrible. That's all i wanna say. i just wanna make you wake up a little and realise who's at fault now.

byebye;


YES, i know my blog's dead.
Th last post was good friday. heee~
Anw, i had fun this week! on Monday, me,ewwa,ilyana,mahirah,hilmi,hajar and fauzi went to th library to study.yes, study. (: we had lots of fun. We laughed and joke around. thn zul,fahmy,aman and fahmy's friend were there too. they keep on shh-ing us. wth lah them. thn maken lame, maken siket org. thn left th three of us, me, ewwa and ilyana. th three of us were starving. ewwa plaaned to grab some food at mac's thn we walk past kfc thn, ewwa had appetite for kfc pulak. so we went there. nampak yana(405) thn we ordered our makanan. sat down and talked. we played with our tongues. we were checking who has th longest tongue. ewwa does! hahaha;D seriously, it's long but not that long uh. thn alif came to kfc cause he misses us. thn we talktalktalk.. dah 630pm. thn headed home.(: Ihad lots and lots of fun(: iloveyouguys(: (: (:
byebye;