She takes me high,

It a waste of time reading it. If you want to, go ahead.

Monday, January 4, 2010 @ 6:22 AM

Urghh.. I'm so angry!! Idk what's wrong with Mum. She's so urghh!!! Eversince I've got my phone, she keeps on being sacarstic. I hate it. And ade dhe kate nak jual Memel?! She say her makanan dah bes, I'm not responsible to give her food. blahblahblah.. But, it's so clear that her food maseh ade. Let me shower then refill uh. If you're gonna give her away, you can't deny that you'll miss her. In front of Auntie Lily, Hoi! Bukan maen sayang Memel. Bile Auntie Lily dah Chiao, Hai... Nagnagnag. You always say, I complain that you nag alot and I'll end up nagging 2 times more than you. If it's so, So? Urghh.. Sometimes you're th coolest but sometimes you're just URGHH! It's like sooooo hard to satisfy you . I wash th dishes do all th house work you not happy, what else you want? Dad got a discount for my phone from $750 to $388 you angry. Eh, halo, what is wrong? You yourself agreed that I could get a new phone. I've been working my ass off doing chores just to get that hot phone. Then , there you came acting so different. Sometimes it's hard to understand you. I may be wasting my time writing this shit but it helps. You and Abang always together.. Eventho I prefer Mum than Dad, Dad always cared about me. Dad calls me so pretty names while you call me like I'm your maid. If I am, pay me! I don't know what you want from me. Just because I'm in NA and Abang's in Express, Dad doesn't treat me and Abnag differently, why should you? So you're saying I'm stupid? Whenever I share with you about my dreams, you'll say dream on while on th other hand, Dad always motivate me and say I can do it. I don't get it. You keep on laughing at me kay? I'll prove to you that I can. And do you even know that when you say this it hurts.

Me; If I get into express, best eh?
Mum; Tau pon. If you get into express I blanja you ANYTH you want. Tak kisah harga.

Me; serious? Bedek uh.

Mum; I'm sure it won't happen. You like to slack alot and you're a very boring person.

Well, hello? I have feelings. I don't care if I'm a boring person or what but, if nenek were to say such to you, you would feel hurt right? It's like, your own mum doesn't trust you. In fact, Mum, you're a very boring person. You can't take jokes. Th only person that makes me laugh during hlidays is DAD and Abang. When I laugh, you say, funny ke? When it's supposingly funny. If you don't like th way I am, tell me, But I'm never gonna change my attitude. I don't care. When you blabber, I just said, Alah.. Yelahh.. But I didn't shout. Then you say, ape ni nak tengkartengkar. Urghh.. I'm so angry!!!!!... And I know you weren't happy when I got my phone. I heard what you said. I know things that I shouldn't be knowing. Because why? It's darn obvious! When Dad is angry at you and starts scolding you, you know how to come to me, after whatever shit you said, I still protect you and talked to Dad just for you. I cried infront of Dad just to prevent him from scolding you again because Dad can't stand seeing me cry. When I'm sad or crying, you'll a;waysd say, nanges uh kau smpi esok pagi. I'm not ALWAYS pampered. But th way you treat me is like I'm no one. Sometimes you're th greatest. You're like supermomma when you listen to what I've got to say and ask what's going on with my sch life. Teach me . Suddenly you were so stressed up and didn't even have th time to guide me. You're so stressed up with work do you know that Mummy? You don't have time to do anyth except work. At least get 2days leave and relax or what.. Your staff can handle your work for only 2 days, I'm sure. Nak beli buku skola pon you ask me to go alone 'cause no time. Nak beli cotton dye pon tak jadi sebab rushing. Dad's th boss., tak rushing pon, your his secretary, you're so busy.. I don't get you sometimes. Skejap okay, skejap marah.. Idk what's going on. Dah lah, bye lah. I hate it when this happens to me. I want this to change real fast.

Labels: Anger.

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