She takes me high,

Thursday, July 2, 2009 @ 4:26 AM

Kay, i've not much time, so i'm just gonna type what's important now.

let's start.

To that person,
i hope you will change who you are right now at this very moment. you've made a promise to me to change your attitude but where did it gone to? and yah, I KNOW YOU LIED TO ME, DON'T NEEDA COVER. you gave me th answers to who you really are. i thought you were th girl that i once knew but i guess, i'm wrong. You lied to me and you still claimed that i'm your friend? and that is th reason why i was quiet in th bus. now, it gives you clue to who you are right? clear much? or you want more? it's a good thing that i don't have th intention to type your name in this post, cause i know how you would feel. see,after you lied to me and i still care. in th promise you've made, you said, give me a week or two. but this is months. i gave you an emple time alrdy. i don't hate you, i just feel confused. kay, if it's a prank or what, do it th right way and not like this. And trust me, i know EVERYTHING. about th chatting with your cousin and stuff. but, i was patient enough and i did gave you chances. i know i have wrong doings too but i do admit it. If i could bare seeing your reaction if i said this to you in th bus, i would have. th reason was, i don't want it to chaotic. And if this is really a prank, i wouldn't take it that way. soriously, i won't.
when you said that line, you gave me th answer to everything, and from my understandings from that line, you told others but not me, am i right? You may have negative thinkings about me after reading it half way. just to let you know, i do lie but not this big. i lie for small reasons and it's untuk kebaikan kite. if you wanna spill out everything i did that was a lie, go ahead. they won't mind cause i've already confessed. You may think i'm angry at you but i'm not. just sad to know that you lied. you, yourself said that i'm this i'm that. and you were soooo close to me. but what happened? i used to trust you alot. everything that happended to me, i told you even th private ones. now, you can see how much care i gave you. i've gave you so many chances and now, it's time for me to speak up. i'm SORRY if this may hurt you or smth, but if you still claim me as a friend, i guess i have my own rights to tell you what i feel. right? so... okaay, see you tomorrow and i hope after this, you won't act differently towards me. Thank you(:
p.s; i don't hate you. i still love you as a friend and don't take it to hard.

I WON'T BE COMING TO TH WEDDING, SORRY QINAH!

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