HELLO!!

hhaahaha:D So long never post. been busy lately.

For th past few days, people who were close to me, acted differently.(not going to name them)

I felt so left out suddenly. It's like, everyone change except th nonsencical oneees.(at least they include me) one person change, th rest change. now, they seem to be closee. im not jeolous but frustrated. everytime we are together. they always have fun, but not me. i may be laughing and smiling, but trust me, im not enjoying it. sch is getting boring-er. How i wish i wasnt posted there. At least one of them care. but th second one, seem to not bother me. (what i meant was feelings) I dont feel like going for hockey/floorball trainings anymoreee. Stupid people.

Continue with th story, and everytime when th first person is not there, th second will keep quite like it doesnt know me. But, when both of them sees each other, guess what... chaos comes in. and i just kept quite and smileee. pretending tht nothing is happening. i dont want to throw my feelings out. which i did, a little. i know this post is so obvious to th person im talking abt, but, this is how i want you to know my feelings, so... read! How i wish i dont even exist in this planet earth.(if i knew tht this would happen.) I bet they had fun without me, you cn see their bright smiles, enjoying. whenever the first person puji th second one, th 2nd one, will like be soooo freaking proud, its not like im hating both of them but, try to understand, being left out isnt easy. well, obviously they will say they are not, but they dont know whats happening in th inside of me. they seem so busy with each other. i dont hate both of you im just frustrated.

And it ends now. byebye;